she is alittle piolt in my mind...

what it be blog...

I ereased hella blogs cause I did not want to read them anymore...

I left the first one up...

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So I've had this song stuck in my head for like a week now
its "songbird" by oasis
"...three, four
Talkin to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a place not far away
She's a little pilot in my mind
Singin songs of love to pass the time
Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone
She's not anyone
She's not anyone

A man can never dream these kind of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whisper in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night
Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone..."

So I kinda like girl but it's funny I don't know if she likes me...I mean she is always making fun of me and when I txt her she txt back...I have liked her for a bit now but i realy never talked to her...until like a couple of weeks ago...I don't know I'm going to keep talking to her and see where it goes... oh yeah this song is defently in my head cause it reminds me of her...but i think she has never heard oasis...that is gay...Oasis is hella awesome...

This week my best friend's dad died and that hella sucks...like it reminds me of my grandma dieing and I cry cause I miss my grandma but seeing my friend in pain breaks my heart in ways i can"t really explain...its not fare people should not die half way trough their lives...I was talking to Sindy and she is working in a community in south africa were there is kids with aids and that too is not fare...kids die at age 5 with aids...and they have never had sex....I don't understand sometimes why God allows us to feel pain and sorrow...

later blog...

sorry I said i was going to erease you last time...its cause someone read it...